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Update!

No not on Homestuck (although that is probably true).

Today. 10 December 2012. (prepare for lots o’ text.)

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I hate bitching about my dysphoria to people because I feel like I’m annoying but then I go crazy when I don’t bitch about it >.>

It’s also like the person you’re complaining to doesn’t understand a bleeding word you’re saying about yourself so they judge you like “what’s wrong with what you have? You’re a normal, healthy female. You have no room to complain”. Obviously they don’t understand and that just gets me more upset. Because then who will nod their head when I complain?

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28 August 2012

Surprise surprise My school wants me to get a shot. Whoo.

I don’t mind that part. But what’s really rattling me is that the clinic I go to requires me to also do a physical to renew information or whatever.

When I heard that, I completely froze. My immediate thought was ‘OH HELL NO YOU JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT’S INSIDE MAH PANTS AND VERIFY MAH GENDER, YOU ASS HATS. NoONOnoNONONo!’

But that was before I remembered how physicals work and that they don’t actually mean it in that way. However, I do know that they check just about everything and I’m so terrified about them checking out things I don’t want them to check out. I mean, I bind with an Underworks tri top binder and pack with a good ol’ sock but honestly, if that’s uncovered, I know I’ll be ashamed and feel horrible.

Is there any way to avoid this? Or am I just being paranoid because I haven’t had a physical in years (or what feels like)? Gosh I’m worrying up a storm.

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21 July 2012 After receiving the text, “You’ll top arrive” from my mother, this is what I came home to. My manly metre is going crazy right now. It feels so bloody right. My binder from Underworks came in today after I had sent in the X-Small in exchange for this nice Small I’m wearing. I’m in my undergarments I’m just that excited. (No actually, I had just gotten home from a walk and I was hot so I stripped.) No more ace bandages for me, thank Underworks. I can actually go running now without having to constantly wield my chest to make sure the bandage doesn’t run down my torso.

21 July 2012

After receiving the text, “You’ll top arrive” from my mother, this is what I came home to.

My manly metre is going crazy right now. It feels so bloody right.

My binder from Underworks came in today after I had sent in the X-Small in exchange for this nice Small I’m wearing.

I’m in my undergarments I’m just that excited. (No actually, I had just gotten home from a walk and I was hot so I stripped.)

No more ace bandages for me, thank Underworks. I can actually go running now without having to constantly wield my chest to make sure the bandage doesn’t run down my torso.

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“I’m not calling you a boy until you get a penis.”

My brother of all people said this to me.

I was not a happy camper.

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liquorinthefront:

A Series Of Questions

This ongoing body of work explores the power dynamics inherent in the questions asked of transgender, transsexual, genderqueer, gender non-conforming, and gender-variant people.

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